When you see directors do that, you kind of lose the respect for them. For instance, shooting anal when the girl was only booked to do a boy-girl scene. I've seen directors do some negative things to girls, especially new girls. You need to have it all these days, because there are a lot less companies than there used to be. Or they don't like it as much as they thought, or the company doesn't want them anymore. They spend all their money, and then their parents want them back home because they're a hot mess. They're making a lot of money at once, and a lot of people thrive on those weak girls. It's amazing to see how much new talent is only around for three to six months and you never hear of them again.Ī lot of it is drugs.
You find out who you can trust and want to work with. Experience is the best learning tool you can have. As for mastering your role in the industry, as a girl, it's called living and learning.
Men normally last longer in the biz if they're a good performer. Women in porn do make more money - generally they're the one fans pay to see, and they're more marketable. Or if they choked me and took it to the max, or did any other things that I'm uncomfortable with. Or if I had sex with them before, and they were rude to me. If they have body odor, I don't want to work with them. I'm not prejudiced, but I'm not interested in bisexual men, because men who are bi go back and forth from gay to straight, and gay porn stars are not as frequently tested. I'm normally the one in control of the hardcore S&M. I am not into being hurt, so I choose not to work those types of scenes. Other than that, I try my best to do what the director asks me to do in a scene yet enjoy every moment. Plus, they have a list of who I will not work with. When I am booked, the company who is shooting me knows what I will and will not do. Maybe once per scene.Īs for things I won't do, I'm really not into pooping or peeing on people. It's not that different from how most guys have their side chick and their main girl. If you're single you're basically having your cake and eating it too. In real life, you have passion and intimacy, and it's gentler, but overall on camera, I just expect and want a rougher sexual experience. If it's anal or deep penetration, I generally have two orgasms on set. Gonzo is more like, they give you the gist, and whatever happens happens. These days they're very scripted and structured. It looks pretty, but from a performer standpoint, it's a different perspective. Every shot takes 20 minutes, and you know she's not enjoying that. I don't want to bash any of the girls, but I just find that the features are faker. I love the gonzo style where I just get down and dirty. A little story, a take-off on a film, and some great sex. I love doing scenes like Requiem For a Cream for Brazzers when I worked with Scott Nails. I am known for my booty and anal scenes! I was twerking long before Miley. I've been in the industry for over 10 years, which is 9 1/2 years more than most who enter the biz. From there, I met the agent for Redd Rose and she brought me to LA. Obviously you relax and get horny, and I just kinda went with it.
But I started to block out the people and the lights and cameras and I started to get into it. But I had to use a sex toy that's double the size that I was used to, so I was definitely feeling a bit insecure. I'm a nudist so I felt comfortable with that aspect. It was slaves, S&M, and those guys wanted to shoot a solo masturbation, so my agent booked me for it.
I did my first scene that was a solo scene at the Fetishcon in Tampa. She was telling me that if I didn't want to be broke anymore to start doing porn. My neighbor was in the industry and she had just started about the same time as I did. Initially I was a college student working at a nudist resort, and I was broke.